I used to ride horseback when I was growing up. I used to be pretty good at it actually. But as soon as I got too confident, I would get tossed. And it would hurt. Mostly it would hurt my pride. But I would brush myself off, cry a few tears, and get back on.
I didn't know that I could get tossed professionally. But maybe I was too confident. So I need to cry a little bit, brush myself off, and get back to it. This is a long road ahead of me... I need to make sure that these next few decisions I make are the correct, if not fun to make, ones.
Luckily I still have lots of decisions I get to make, a wonderful, supportive man to say the sweetest things, and a drive that just won't quit. I will be just fine.
oh no, i hope everything is ok. sounds like you have a good attitude about it. hang in there and you will get past it!!! and it will get better, the first year is by far the hardest!!!
ReplyDeleteUh oh, what happened? Did the fruit flies stage an uprising?
ReplyDeleteI'm sure it will all work out for the best in the end. :)